When my mother passed away

I was only 3 years old when my mother passed away in a car accident.  The only memory I have of her is from that awful day.  She was going to travel by car from the little town we  used to live  in to the nearest city.  I was crying a lot because I wanted to go with her. The only reason I calmed down is because she told me that she will bring me a beautiful doll from her trip.  I remember that after that, I stayed happy and calm.  Later, in the afternoon, it was like 2 or 3 p.m. when there was a lot of noises; my family and friends were crying in the house.  I didn't understand what was happening;  then, I was laying down on a little bed with a doll in my arms when I saw two men holding the body of my mother.  
 

Her body was completely destroyed and covered in blood. Then, another person, held me up in a hurry and took me out of the room. I can not even describe the terrible impression I suffered when I saw my mother  like that.  It was the most horrifying experience I've ever had in my whole life.  I was still a little girl, I needed my Mommy with me. 

Due to this terrible event in  my life,  I started suffering from nightmares.  Almost every night, I would  wake up  crying and scared because I couldn't take away her bloody image off my mind and my heart.

Only God knows how much I've suffered all of my life because I  have missed my mother so much.  He is the only one who knows how many times I have cried, blaming him for taken my mother away  from me, but finally, one beautiful and  divine day, He had mercy on me.

To be continued......................

My beautiful name

How do I introduce myself? Let's see.....Well, my name is Ramona.  Yes,  now I can said it loud RAMONA.  Let me start by telling you that all my life I was embarrass by my name.  Most people around me did not like it.  Somebody told me once that it was a very strong name for a little girl like me.  In fact, other children in the school  used to make fun of me. It was as a young adult that I realized it was only some people's opinion and I shouldn't be bothered by that. Then, I discovered that my name is so unique, powerful, beautiful and as one guy told me once: 
"your name is so sexy and romantic, it sounds like music to me".   But not only sexy and romantic.......Yes, it is even famous. Can you imagine?

There are a lot of interesting things named Ramona:  movies, books, schools, community and not only that, but  famous lyrics and songs, in other words...........MUSIC.

Just to name a few:

• Ramona and Beezus, the adventure of young Ramona, the popular children book series.  www.ramonaandbeezus.com/  
 

• The famous T.V. series Ramona Jersey Shores. 

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• Ramona is a 1884 novel written by Helen Hunt Jackson.  en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramona

• Ramona, the beautiful California community http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramona,_California with it's Newspaper, Real State business, movie theater and even a Chamber of Commerce with the same name.  www.ramonachamber.com/ . 
• And no only that, but "Ramona is a song"  with lyrics written by Wolfe Gilbert and music by Mabel Wayne. 

            en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramona_(song) 
         www.songarea.com/music-codes/ramona.html

I am so proud of my name, I like my name so much and I  like thank my mother who is already with God for giving me such a unique, beautiful, romantic and even sexy name: RAMONA. 

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