I was only 3 years old when my mother passed away in a car accident. The only memory I have of her is from that awful day. She was going to travel by car from the little town we used to live in to the nearest city. I was crying a lot because I wanted to go with her. The only reason I calmed down is because she told me that she will bring me a beautiful doll from her trip. I remember that after that, I stayed happy and calm. Later, in the afternoon, it was like 2 or 3 p.m. when there was a lot of noises; my family and friends were crying in the house. I didn't understand what was happening; then, I was laying down on a little bed with a doll in my arms when I saw two men holding the body of my mother.
Her body was completely destroyed and covered in blood. Then, another person, held me up in a hurry and took me out of the room. I can not even describe the terrible impression I suffered when I saw my mother like that. It was the most horrifying experience I've ever had in my whole life. I was still a little girl, I needed my Mommy with me.
Due to this terrible event in my life, I started suffering from nightmares. Almost every night, I would wake up crying and scared because I couldn't take away her bloody image off my mind and my heart.
Only God knows how much I've suffered all of my life because I have missed my mother so much. He is the only one who knows how many times I have cried, blaming him for taken my mother away from me, but finally, one beautiful and divine day, He had mercy on me.
To be continued......................
